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i say dream journal but i barely dream, theyre mostly just nightmares

FORMATTING LOOKS LIKE ASS ILL FIX IT LATERZ

edit 10.08.24:tiny did not fix it laterz

19.08.24

lately ive been dreaming about flexboxes.

what does this mean.

i dont really have an interest on making my site mobile friendly. man what the fuck

15.08.24

im like if a prey animal was a human boy what the heck, i keep having stress dreams about my final exam and the paperwork i have to do #BUREOCRASYSWEEP!!!!!!

in my dream one of my friends from uni was messaging me from facebook messenger and telling me she already had scheduled a date fro her final exam and when i asked her like WHAT WHEN DID OUR TEACHER GAVE U THE OKAY (and why didnt u tell me so i could also ask her for a signature) before she could answer me i woke up. dude thats insane. facebook fucking messenger.

12.08.24

saw trav

07.08.24

I just woke up from a dream where I was playing speed battle on my phone

I was on the shop and it had a tmosth sonic skin and I was like OOO HAVE to get that what do I need.but the button kept glitching out and it said I needed a code to get it and it was a code found at an "event" next thing I know I'm in a tunnel of sorts waiting in line to board a train. And there's kids in front of me giving the ppl at the front tickets to get in. Tickets that *I* didn't have so I'm here moving in line knowing I could not get in but as soon as it my turn the guys letting ppl in just start sporting the kids inside the train and no one was manning the entrance so I just follow them inside. And the train instead of seats has like these fridges with a bunch of sonic themed foods and I go full detective mode looking for any code that could be hidden. And all the kids already picked a place to stare at and I was the only one moving and there was no sound or anything until one of the guys at the start went like hey does anyone here know each other. Like they were trying to make the kids befriend each other and have fun right but that's were I realized that everyone there was a kid and I literally just snuck in to grab a code and I got so scared like. Wait. Should I even be here and I went to whisper to the guy (bc i was also sick in the dream n had a sore throat) that I was not supposed to be there bc of my age and the guy didn't really seem mad about it just dimmed the lights from the bright white to a calm yellow and there at the start of the first yellow light was a silluete of sonic dead on the floor. And a code.

Anyway they should put his captain suit in speed battle

15.05.24

I can’t believe I just had. “is this a dream” nightmare.

Like, I (dream me) was on the computer and I was on a discord call I never remember joining but turns out the voices weren’t from a call they were from my friends.

That were right next to my desk on the floor.

Laying down and working on schoolwork? Hanging out :) and I was happy but I was confused because what.

They have never been to my house.

Not all of them and like

I was noticing it was a dream so bc I’m really smart I asked them what day was it bc i think we can’t do numbers in dreams and THEN they hair vanished and theyr faces got sick and old and disfigured but in a very realistic way and I was like “ ah yes this is. Dream” but also I was freaking out. And they were all still on the floor like. Trying to grab me bc they’re my friends and they hanging out but their faces are melting and now I’m in a zombie movie right. So I go fuck no and leave the house and I’m stepping over all of them and on the way I pass this mirror I have in the house and my face is getting disfigured too so that’s fun and I’m not freaking out at all right. I’m in a dream I can do whatever this dream sucks so instead of killing myself over the spikes on the gates at the house I just jumps over them and float away until I land in the park in front of me and Im still reminding myself it’s a dream bc it has to be but it feels very real even when I have never jumped over the fencegate so whatever moonjump over the park and then go Thu the door of my godmothers house and the door is very different. It’s small and I have to crawl to get inside and Iintead of the inside of her house in being welcomed into a restaurant restaurant and then I wake up and type this post

like, 10 hours later

Update on my dream from last night re: I’m such a genius for realizing it was a dream by asking dream karma for the date. Well. Real life karma told me that trying to think about numbers and dates or time turns dreams to nightmares. Who knew!

Personally I’m a science guy so I think I should try to induce a number fueled nightmare again. Just for shits n giggles u know

12.01.24

just woke up but I just had a dream where my dad asked me for a Mayan translator so I was like alright let me grab my phone to look it up but he was like no time for that I'll just find it myself and then grabbed my computer but I had like 30 tabs open of rule 34 so u can imagine I'm a little bit frazzled at the moment

I feel the need to say that I don't actually have 30 tabs open of furry porn I just have two.

01.24

I woke up early but I was feeling so bad I had to go back to bed and I think I had a fever dream. I was like looking in the tv and I saw in a random local channel that had kids cartoons (stuff like barbie and other like. Local animation and educational stuff) BUT there was an ad for a claymation Yugioh show it was so bizarre bc i was very sick and out of it I was trying to pay attention to what the show was about and stuff it was a 3:4 format show and it had very detailed claymation figures and It had a yellow/orange filter on and I just remember a scene where Yugi n Yami where fighting during a titanic-esque romance scene and another one where Santa was there and Yami was trying to beat him up it was all very implicit they were swearing and taking of pants it was so bizarre but it was announced under the name "GERARD" by Gabriela last name and then I woke up so confused I had to Google if it was real (it is not. But I want it to be)

12.23

Cw animal death
I had this dream my brother was like, giving me a hamster every once in a while
like he would just give me a hamster sitting in like a cup or a wine glass or a spoon, cute stuff like that.
he would give it to me to like, play with and watch over but at some point he gave me the hamster inside of one of these liquor bottles but it was half full of liquid and I was scrambling to move the bottle in a way that made the hamster not drown
but I kept panicking an it was drowning and I had to force myself to wake up
it was like the longest 3 minutes of my life, also unrelated but apparently my brothers gf is gonna come visit with her 3 year old
**UPDATE FROM THE FUTURE**
i dont think the gf is real and theres no 3 yr old. i dont know how to feel about that tho.

10.23

I woke up from a dream where my mom cut off my left foot, I GUESS i felt like i deserved that somehow but i was like man what the fuck now how do i get back up
later on in the dream I decided to sticth it up. i do think i would rock that zombie vibe ngl.

09.23

I keep waking up from bad dreams but this one was just too bizarre I cannt be too upset about it wdym I dream about puppet racism in a courtroom
KARAPINO IN DA HOUSE
ok here more context bc i wass too embarrassed back then this is future tiny speakingg anyway uh i was in a courtroom right. and i was like, fighting for this pinochhios motherfucker looking ass rights to be like a real boy or whatever, also i wanted him carnally so i guess i was really fighting for the rioght to be w the guy #LOVEWINS
funny thing is i think i was losing? like i was like see this guy is like, sentient and shit, he can even lie liying is a human thing isnt it but th efuckingg, guy was like but i loooooveee when u use meee and im like DUDE. IM FIGHTING FOR UR RIGHTS!!! AS A PERSON!!, anyway this happened during peak wlecome home stuff so it was kinda weird that karapino was the puppet i was defending instead of wally, wally would have been a better guy to defend hes charismatic and cute and also, soft, whats a wood boy to do about that. man. i hate that guy

23.06.22

i actually remember this one more clearly bc i made a drawing for this
it was also a dream from a nap i had, not longer than half an hour im sure

i was a swan an angel a crocodrile and a random guy all at once, the guy was being sentenced to a beheading and the excecutor was the crocodrile wanting to eat him for his sins, the angel was some sortsof lawyer but at the same time was comforting the guy even in death, whatever the crime weas supposed to be the guy had to die the swan was actually a flock but i didnt get to draw a lot of them in th epicture, the birds were both rooting for th e guy to die and also cheering on the excecution the guy was covered in tears and snot, looking transfixed at the blade looming from atop his head, begging for his life even when his fate was already decided, the excecutioner seems hungry

i woke up when the blade came down and killed me

???

there are old nightmares i used to have, i dont have them anymore but they did left an impact on me

when i was younger i used to have recurring nightmares about a bull chasing my house like if my house was on wheels or in a hyper speed tube ala flash. and a bull was chasing the house. i would be watching in third person outside and i woulkd have a wiev of me from the kitchen window, and it would like like i was piloting the house, but not in a ny complicated patter just in a FASTERFASTER situiaction, the bull would never catch up and i would never leave the kitchen, the "piloting" statiton.


dracula would chase me in circles in my backyard
the situation is this, im outside and i wanna get inside the house, but i dont have the keys to the house, theyre actually in a specific part on the lawn but i can never find them, i know i have to reach them bbut i cant get them with dracula fucking chasing me looney tunes style, this would go on and on for a bit, a fgrog would also be there for maximun scary factor (tiny notes: i am afraid of frogs)


i find it kinda insane that i used to have lots of "tiny getting chased" dreams, why was i such an anxious kid what did i have to run away from.
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